mom2binnyc

stress and anxiety today. it's a short workweek because we're going to st. louis on thursday. I really hope we can count on having good news to tell my in-laws.

went in for the third pregnancy test. when the nurse called, she said my numbers (of the pregnancy hormone) was up around 680 which is good. On thursday, it had only been at 180 which was not a big jump from the initial 113. Apparently, the number is supposed to double every 48 hours or so. So hopefully when I go back on Wednesday for yet another test, the number will be at least a thousand. I might be wrong about the numbers. I think when they reach 2000, you get your first ultrasound done.

I was very anxious while waiting for the nurse to call. I just don't "feel" very pregnant yet. I mean, I feel normal except my boobs are sore. I haven't felt nauseous, haven't thrown up. I am not thinking of myself as pregnant really.

It's not that I want to be running to the bathroom to puke every morning, but it almost would be reassuring. I just am feeling worried today and anxious about stuff in general.

Maybe it's the hormones.